Dun expect me to update everytime ar. Its been 1 year le!
Monday, September 28, 2009
A lucky battle won.
Feeling the same old longing again for her. This is so crap. At first, it was that bad, until I think it is my fault to talk to xa about why she is so pissed in chemistry lesson. I almost give in to her to reveal the true identity of my dark lady. She is so darn good at coaxing. Lucky me, I have a stronger will to fight the urge to tell. The reason is, if I tell her, the dark lady would also know straight away as they are damn good buddies. Next time I would be prepared to repel. What imagine the whole half an hour conversation, she is trying to ask who and talk about she and Sam, tell me to confess to her. Whew, I hope my four pillars does not betray me to reveal my secret. At least not yet, this is not the time for this. This is the time for me to fight and do better for my results. Here is Pushing Me Away by Linkin Park. Live in Milton Keynes.
Hi readers, I am going to revise my Additional Mathematics on full speed by practicing more on the Ten Years Series Questions. For Physics as well, actually for all my sciences and mathematics. I can really feel improvement as I go on and do the papers for example: Additional Mathematics, I used to get stuck like every two questions and those questions that I know may not be a hundred percent correct. However, this time I can really feel that I have improved as I am able do most of the questions without asking for help and I am much more be able to spot the mistakes that I made during my carelessness. However, for biology, I think that I need to read up more for my concept as I feel that when I answer my Biology paper, I require help for almost every question, this is the part I need to work on. I believe if I continue to accelerate my learning and revise more, I might be able to make it there for my target. Like what my sister says, "You must be like Manchester United, win as much as you can and never give up. Before long the goal is in your face, with one shot into the net, the Championship is yours!" Well, it is getting very late, I better go and sleep as later on I have two tuition that are very long! Well, readers peace out and this is Figure .09 by Linkin Park!
I am very tired after being stuck in the traffic jam for more than two hours. I feel like fainting but I will not give in. I must study. I still miss her sometimes but I learned to use my will to forget these emotions. I got friends that are caring, so who cares about her when I got true friends around. This is Faint by Linkin Park. EnjoY!
Listening to one of the Dead By Sunrise songs, a side project by Chester Bennington of Linkin Park, which is Let Down. I am really afraid of falling into darkness and never come back up again to achieve what my potential is. What Chester wrote for his songs actually are very meaningful, to those who think that I am just a Linkin Park hardcore fan, no. One reason that I love them, its because of their style and the words of the songs. The meaning behind the songs are really meaningful and who says that Linkin Park are just of hardcore rockers? This song, Let Down has shown that they can go slow and mellow if they want and they sound really excellent. Anyway, the words of this song explained how I was feeling today. Enjoy this song by Dead By Sunrise, Let Down. It is really EPIC. Its slow and mellow, which unexpected of a sort of 'punk rock ' group. Enjoy and peace out! Lyrics are below the video!
And the tears fall like rain Down my face again Oh the words you wouldn't say And the games you played With my unfoolish heart Oh I should have known this from the start
Ohh the winter and spring Going in hand in hand Just like my love and pain How the thought of you cuts deep within the vein Oh this brand new skin stretched across scared terrain
I don't want to be let down I don't want to live my life again Don't want to be lead down the same old road So I don't want to be let down I don't want to live my lies again Don't want to be lead down the same old road
All those years down the drain Love was not enough when you want everything What I gave to you and now the end must start Oh I should have listened to my heart
'Cause I don't want to be let down I don't want to live my life again Don't want to be lead down the same old road So I don't want to be let down I don't want to live my lies again Don't want to be lead down the same old road
Ohh...
I don't want to be let down I don't want to live my life again Don't want to be lead down the same old road So I don't want to be let down I don't want to live my lies again Don't want to be lead down the same old road
Today, I met Mr Lee. He shouted at the right time and said that I gave the correct answers. Other than that, he said he believed in me and trust me to do well in O level. Well, that is why I am here to blog in as standard English as I can because Mr Lee has given me the approval to work hard to improve my English. He said that people of my caliber should excel and fulfill my potential, not wasting time on mindless things like computer gaming. He also raised his voice whenever he heard computer games and would tone down to ask my parents whether it is true or not. It is not a complete scolding session too as he encouraged me and ask me whether I could be trusted in putting my best in my work. After all, my aim is ACJC, it might be difficult with so little time left, but according to Mr Lee, he says people of my caliber are fast learners and would pick up things at a high speed rate. I am inclined to believe in the words he gave. I think I should really work as hard as I could and fulfill my potential. According my parents, their comment on Mr Lee was that he is a very fierce person. Overall, I think that the whole parent conferencing is a success as Mr Lee has inspired me to work better and to achieve my result. Pray for people around the world, make my dream come true. Here is Shadow Of The Day by Linkin Park.
Tomorrow is judgement day. Due to my 'impressive' prelims result score for L1R5, I get to meet my principal on a parent conferencing. Both of my parents would be there, as they came out on Sunday and stayed till tomorrow morning. I felt very guilty about my result as I know I could have done better. Here are the three questions that he is going to ask tomorrow: Why did you get such a low mark for this subject? What are your plans for now? What the strategies to success? Do not be surprise, why do I know the questions. The principal himself had revealed the questions during one of the Secondary Four talks, he said that he would be delighted to meet these students' parents and even give the parents a scolding if need be. He also said that he would also provide safe keeping for computer modems and CPU for hardcore gamers who cannot take their hands off the keyboard (Includes me, but I cut down a lot.). I have the need to actively produce, in the hope of improving my English results to at least a distinction. From a C6 to an A, sounds impossible right? No worries, with perseverance, I think I can really excel in my English. Not just English, I am already trying to get better at Additional Mathematics by practising as much as I can. Sciences as well are under my list. Humanities are also high on my list. In short, everything! Well, must prepare for tomorrow's open fire and gunshots from Mr Lee (Mentally, of course. You cannot expect me to wear a Kelvar and a helmet to his office!). Here is Given Up by Linkin Park. I hope Mr Lee can tell me what is wrong with me.
Today, I went to MacDonald and have breakfast with Shaun. I was telling Shaun what if we get chased out. He say wouldn't happen as we got buy food. To my surprise, Weida who said he would come at ten, came earlier and he reached at about nine-fifteen in the morning. We were all talking about Chemistry and mugging till about ten. The manager of MacDonald came and said,"Hey boys, could please move to another place like the library to study? Thank you for your cooperation." See Shaun, I was right. Anyway, moving on, the ever childish Shaun suggested moving the study grounds to Lot 1 the children's rooftop playground. We actually went up and Shaun says," Wah, really ar? I am just joking lehz. Just go your house." So we went to my house to mug. We mug till about one in the afternoon and go for a short Frisbee break which Shaun nicely destroyed my FreakShow Frisbee. About 2pm, Shaun and came the ever noisy Samuel. He was taunting me about her which I do not seems to care. One thing that he makes noises about not having Dota for a week! Well, let him Dota and about 530, we said goodbye. What a day, I am going to sign off now. This is Chester Bennington's sideproject band, Dead By Sunrise. The song is Crawl Back In. Enjoy!
I gonna chiong and Karate my way through O levels.I met my senior Li Wen today, other than becoming more beautiful, she is shorter than me. She is now studying in NTU year one, economics, inspired by her excellent results of Mathematics. She advises me to study harder and tells me not to worry about O levels. She says that I can definitely do below 15 and join the elite schools of Junior Colleges. Haha. So i found this Linkin Park playing Wii Karate. Interesting. So I think that I will Karate my way through O levels. Hopefully score in them as well!
I am on a Self Ban on computer gaming and msning since getting back my results. My Prelims results has a L1R5 of 24, I guess it is time for me stop on time wasting activities, however, I will go on occasional sports like Basketball and others. My Frisbee Training would be the last for next week and I would only resume it until O levels are over. I have also realized that I could really have done better for my prelims and the silly and careless mistakes cost me points of 12 to 14 marks which would essentially bring my L1R5 marks to 10. Well, whats done is done. I now created a study timetable. I would be revising one subject per day and would be making a log to keep in check on what I have covered. Though I think it is a bit late but I think it is better than nothing. Well people I hope I can forgive myself and here is What I've Done by Linkin Park.
Today went ktv with jian wei, jia wen, qiqi, weida, kian cheong, qi xiang, yew shen, hong liang and Mr Seow. Lols had lots fun, spend a bit of time playing texas hold em and the number of Linkin Park songs there sucks! There is no original videos and the quality of the music also cannot make it! Well the last minute, we sang a twelve minuted song which is kinda nice as I recognise a lot of Chinese songs surprisingly, I think because of my sisters listening to their Chinese songs. Well, since the quality of Somewhere I belong sucks, here are their official video with GOOD QUALITY!
