Dun expect me to update everytime ar. Its been 1 year le!
Saturday, October 17, 2009
Just got back from Hospital
Arr... Carelessness of me, riding at a breakneck speed at a corner when I know better. I crashed and the handle bar hit me in the tummy causing a masses. It is a freaking big abnormal swelling at my lower abdomen. Now the swelling has reduced and instead a great black patch of bruises now covered my right groin. So numb and painful, I cannot laugh too hard, sneeze or bend too much as it would trigger a sharp jab of pain. I guess only I can rest and study as much as I can. Here is A Place For My Head by Linkin Park.
I am now very scared of what I will miss as the number of days to O level is reducing faster than I can blink. Oh, I need to start revising on my social studies. Hello READERS of my blog! I need all your prayers and luck to help me get my A1s. I will not just depend you but on myself as well! So people, you all pray and help me if you can! ^^ While I will continue to work as hard as I can! This is Crawling by Linkin Park. Enjoy!
Crawling in my skin Consuming all I feel Fear is how I fall Confusing what is real
There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface Consuming/Confusing This lack of self-control I fear is never-ending Controlling/I can't seem
To find myself again My walls are closing in [Without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced That there's just too much pressure to take] I've felt this way before So insecure
Discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me Distracting/Reacting Against my will I stand beside my own reflection It's haunting how I can't seem...
Tomorrow is the last day of my secondary school life. I will miss my school. The places where I had fun, the places where I fall, the places that I sometimes dreamt about in my sleep.I remember my emotions that I had in this school and the one in Teck Whye. All of these memories will definitely has a special place in my head. As if I am re-watching a video of what happen since I first stepped into this school and the memories of classmates whether is those from secondary one or those the current. I do not feel close to them because I remember the feeling during the primary school when a friend too close to you part ways with you. The pain is just unbearable. Maybe is the fear of the pain once again makes me afraid of making friends that will close relationship with me. I also felt that the girl I like in my school the scene that I first saw her, her smile and laughter and her voice, I guess I will not forget them in a hurry. The pranks I played in school, the mistakes that I committed in school and the teachers. Each of the teachers are my guardian angles, not just you impart knowledge to me but all of you show care and concern to me. I hope you can pass down this spirit of teaching to next batch of students and the next. The next time I come back, I definitely will thank you in sincerely and my brothers that I met in this school, you will be with me in my heart forever. To Weida, thanks for your constant encouragement and support, I will need them till the end of Os. Please continue to coach me and I promised you, when I have the courage, I will confess to the Dark Lady but now is not the time. Because now its the time to tighten every line and put the chips on table, singing yea! We will made it in Os no matter how we had our backs against the wall as I strongly believe we are a class of achievers. Lets meet on the stage, Vivace! This is We Made It by Busta Rhymes featuring Linkin Park. We will definitely made it, don't you think so?
Today is Mid-Autumn Festival where Chinese around the world celebrate about the moon and eat moon cakes. Today, I ate a yam moon cake which melts when you put it in your mouth and my parents bought a very special type of moon cakes that are made of jelly of different flavors! There are chocolate, coffee, pandan, yam, corn and orange. They are so delicious that in a blink of an eye, they are gone. I craved for more of them especially the chocolates one, the chocolate flavor seems to melt in your mouth, giving the chocolate filling in your mouth! Its such a heavenly treat! Well, I was invited by my classmates to join them for the festival today. I was unable to go due to my parents and my tuition, but judging at the weather outside, I could guess there was not much to do as well. So I guess I did not miss out any fun there and I also agree with my parents that there is always another chance to meet each other after Os. Watching the news, I felt very sad that the natural disasters, resulting in so many people missing and deaths but maybe this is the will of the deities above. It is because human actions are bringing the world into chaos, natural disasters are like indicators that show the world itself is imbalance and uses forces of nature to clear the way for the balance. Anyway, I need to get started on my narrative essay. So I will be staying up to do it and hopefully finish it. So peace out and enjoy this song. It is From The Inside by Linkin Park.
Woah! Yesterday, I was just being called to principal's office again! I was spun around by my principal and my parents, each of them said the other make the call first. Let me talk about how it first started. Mr Seow came in during Physics class and suddenly asked me,"Why? What happened?" I gave him a quizzical look. Seeing that I do not know anything, he continued to explain, " Your father called the Principal this morning."
"What?" I exclaimed not believing my ears.
"The principal came to me and said what's wrong with this boy? His father called me in the morning." Mr Seow said with a grin.
I was totally blank. My father called the Principal? You must be joking!
"So what did you do ar?" Mr Seow asked with a devilish smile.
"Nothing!" I said in a defensive tone as my defensive instincts fired up.
"Precisely nothing! That must be the reason! Ha ha! " We all laughed. I continued to ask whether the Principal wanted to meet me and he shook his head, filling me up with relief. However, that relief was short-lived. After recess, during my Social Studies period, the Principal head popped in the class and found me. The first thought that came to me is, "Oh my god! I am dead!" Mr Lee looked at me and said, "Ming Hui, can I see you after school?" I had no choice but to nod. Everyone including her were staring at me in silent laughter. I felt embarrassed. Miss Tay then came and asked in joking manner,"What did you do? I thought that he met you already after the prelims."
I decided to take things into my hands. This was fishy as I can sense something was wrong. My suspicion one: my father has no record of calling the school and will have no reason to call the Principal as I am studying now. My second suspicion: Even if my parents were to call the school, it would be my mother and the first person that she would contact is Mr Seow or Miss Ho. My third suspicion: out of all the students that met him after the prelims, the Principal chose me? This must be a set up! I told Miss Tay that I going to toilet and called home. Both my parents denied firmly that they did not call the Principal. Though I could feel like someone was lying to me. After the school bell rang, I walked to his office and waited. Then he appeared, his tall figure towering me, gave me creeps and I felt that oblivion seems like a better choice than meeting him. I walked into his familiar office.
Mr Lee said,"Sit. What have you been doing recently?"
Wasting no time, I sat down and put my bag on my lap, hugging it defensively. I said in an uncertain tone,"Studying?" as I was afraid that I might did something wrong in school and not noticed it.
He continued,"There is a sound of uncertainty in your tone. Anyway, lets get to the point. Your father called today. He was anxious to know what happen and whether that you are making progress. According to Mr Seow, he said that you are fine. So hows your revision plan did you put it to work?"
"Yes. I have a Biology consultation with Mrs Joseph later and after this, I am going to meet Mrs Angela Ong for my English consultation."
"Good." He said it strongly as if if I did not do it, he will kill me. The conversation then continued on what is my target for L1R5, hows your family etc. When I told him that I was blogging everyday, I felt like I was about to get killed as his eyes widen in noticeable size. I told him that Yu Heng said that it is a must to blog as much as I can to improve on my English.
"Is is password protected?" He asked.
I was like, "Holy crap! He is going to read it? I did post something personal there too!"
Reluctantly, I shook my head.
He smiled and said, "Well, I am also interested what is your English standard."
I continued to think," TONIGHT! I MUST PUT A PASSWORD ON IT!" which did not happen as you can see it, I felt asleep before I could. "Well, I will see you next week. Hope you would not mind and I am going see you and the usual questions." He smiled as he said it. I continued to think,"I am dead seriously!"
When I reached Malaysia, I asked my parents. They said that Principal wants them to keep a secret. I was thinking, "Forget it, each of them seems to be pushing the blame to the other party. " Well, this is one of my longest blog post to cover up for my few days absence in my blog. This is Lying Away From You by Linkin Park. Enjoy and pray that the Principal don't find my blog!
