Life after Os

Life after Os is very interesting. Usually I do not get a chance to go out and hang out with friends as my parents always disagree with it. However, since I graduated, I no longer have to study so my parents decided that it is time for me to let loose and unwind. Well, went out a few times usually with Zhao Kai and gang. Excellent time with them. Enjoying life now really. Haha. Yesterday, I went to East Coast Park and cycled for 20km. Supposedly, I will have leg cramps but strangely I do not have any except the muscle aches in the arms I suffer from Zhao Kai's Wii. =.=. Will update as long as I have the mood as I am lazy. ^^. This is No More Sorrow by Linkin Park.

O levels are FINALLY OVER!

Yes yes... I know I am late in posting this but I JUST WANT TO ROAR IT OUT! Haha. Now I have a job in Malaysia in my father's company. Although I did not mind that I don't get paid but seriously being there is as fun as can be as there things to learn. I learn items like bush, seal, seal kit etc. There are really many stuff to be learn. I cannot wait to work for my father's workers. However, I must finish the stock taking of my father's items. I managed finish checking spare parts for Nissan, Komatsu and Toyota. I left two to three brands to check. My hands are beginning to black from the oil stained on the parts. Even my nails have some black stains. Oh well, looks like I begin to become a true worker of my father's company as almost everyone has hands as dirty as ever. Well, my plan of holiday is still working though, I have planning the outing Mrs Joseph's house and the class visit to my house. Well I need to confirm some stuffs. For exercising, my mom insist I join my cousins to play basketball. Truthfully, Malaysia schools are quite serious about the sports the play. Whether rain or shine, the basketball court is always occupied with people training hard. It is their determination of training so hard that amazed me. I feel motivated when playing with them. I also got pawned badly by a twelve year kid, who is shorter than me by two heads?! His speed and shooting are fast and accurate respectively. He really amazed me. Haha. I guess that is what I want to say for today. This is Forgotten by Linkin Park. Forget all your misery!!!

One more week

This is the last week, all I left are all my pure sciences subject paper 1 which means multiple choice questions. I am currently studying my formulas and reading on my textbooks. I am also practising on how to do the questions and so far I only lost a few marks to careless mistakes. I guess just have to practise more. I am definitely looking forward to the end of O level and more to my result as I hope to do as the best as I can. I want to do my family PROUD. I will not let them down. This is Points Of Authority by Linkin Park.

Just got back from Hospital

Arr... Carelessness of me, riding at a breakneck speed at a corner when I know better. I crashed and the handle bar hit me in the tummy causing a masses. It is a freaking big abnormal swelling at my lower abdomen. Now the swelling has reduced and instead a great black patch of bruises now covered my right groin. So numb and painful, I cannot laugh too hard, sneeze or bend too much as it would trigger a sharp jab of pain. I guess only I can rest and study as much as I can. Here is A Place For My Head by Linkin Park.

My days are getting numbered!

I am now very scared of what I will miss as the number of days to O level is reducing faster than I can blink. Oh, I need to start revising on my social studies. Hello READERS of my blog! I need all your prayers and luck to help me get my A1s. I will not just depend you but on myself as well! So people, you all pray and help me if you can! ^^ While I will continue to work as hard as I can! This is Crawling by Linkin Park. Enjoy!



Crawling in my skin
Consuming all I feel
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming/Confusing
This lack of self-control I fear is never-ending
Controlling/I can't seem

To find myself again
My walls are closing in
[Without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced
That there's just too much pressure to take]
I've felt this way before
So insecure

Discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me
Distracting/Reacting
Against my will I stand beside my own reflection
It's haunting how I can't seem...

Tomorrow is the last day of school...

Tomorrow is the last day of my secondary school life. I will miss my school. The places where I had fun, the places where I fall, the places that I sometimes dreamt about in my sleep.I remember my emotions that I had in this school and the one in Teck Whye. All of these memories will definitely has a special place in my head. As if I am re-watching a video of what happen since I first stepped into this school and the memories of classmates whether is those from secondary one or those the current. I do not feel close to them because I remember the feeling during the primary school when a friend too close to you part ways with you. The pain is just unbearable. Maybe is the fear of the pain once again makes me afraid of making friends that will close relationship with me. I also felt that the girl I like in my school the scene that I first saw her, her smile and laughter and her voice, I guess I will not forget them in a hurry. The pranks I played in school, the mistakes that I committed in school and the teachers. Each of the teachers are my guardian angles, not just you impart knowledge to me but all of you show care and concern to me. I hope you can pass down this spirit of teaching to next batch of students and the next. The next time I come back, I definitely will thank you in sincerely and my brothers that I met in this school, you will be with me in my heart forever. To Weida, thanks for your constant encouragement and support, I will need them till the end of Os. Please continue to coach me and I promised you, when I have the courage, I will confess to the Dark Lady but now is not the time. Because now its the time to tighten every line and put the chips on table, singing yea! We will made it in Os no matter how we had our backs against the wall as I strongly believe we are a class of achievers. Lets meet on the stage, Vivace! This is We Made It by Busta Rhymes featuring Linkin Park. We will definitely made it, don't you think so?

Happy Mid-Autumn Festival

Today is Mid-Autumn Festival where Chinese around the world celebrate about the moon and eat moon cakes. Today, I ate a yam moon cake which melts when you put it in your mouth and my parents bought a very special type of moon cakes that are made of jelly of different flavors! There are chocolate, coffee, pandan, yam, corn and orange. They are so delicious that in a blink of an eye, they are gone. I craved for more of them especially the chocolates one, the chocolate flavor seems to melt in your mouth, giving the chocolate filling in your mouth! Its such a heavenly treat! Well, I was invited by my classmates to join them for the festival today. I was unable to go due to my parents and my tuition, but judging at the weather outside, I could guess there was not much to do as well. So I guess I did not miss out any fun there and I also agree with my parents that there is always another chance to meet each other after Os. Watching the news, I felt very sad that the natural disasters, resulting in so many people missing and deaths but maybe this is the will of the deities above. It is because human actions are bringing the world into chaos, natural disasters are like indicators that show the world itself is imbalance and uses forces of nature to clear the way for the balance. Anyway, I need to get started on my narrative essay. So I will be staying up to do it and hopefully finish it. So peace out and enjoy this song. It is From The Inside by Linkin Park.