Ming Ming lazy blog...

Life after Os

2009-12-06T03:40:00.000-08:00

Life after Os is very interesting. Usually I do not get a chance to go out and hang out with friends as my parents always disagree with it. However, since I graduated, I no longer have to study so my parents decided that it is time for me to let loose and unwind. Well, went out a few times usually with Zhao Kai and gang. Excellent time with them. Enjoying life now really. Haha. Yesterday, I went to East Coast Park and cycled for 20km. Supposedly, I will have leg cramps but strangely I do not have any except the muscle aches in the arms I suffer from Zhao Kai's Wii. =.=. Will update as long as I have the mood as I am lazy. ^^. This is No More Sorrow by Linkin Park.

O levels are FINALLY OVER!

2009-11-16T07:42:00.000-08:00

Yes yes... I know I am late in posting this but I JUST WANT TO ROAR IT OUT! Haha. Now I have a job in Malaysia in my father's company. Although I did not mind that I don't get paid but seriously being there is as fun as can be as there things to learn. I learn items like bush, seal, seal kit etc. There are really many stuff to be learn. I cannot wait to work for my father's workers. However, I must finish the stock taking of my father's items. I managed finish checking spare parts for Nissan, Komatsu and Toyota. I left two to three brands to check. My hands are beginning to black from the oil stained on the parts. Even my nails have some black stains. Oh well, looks like I begin to become a true worker of my father's company as almost everyone has hands as dirty as ever. Well, my plan of holiday is still working though, I have planning the outing Mrs Joseph's house and the class visit to my house. Well I need to confirm some stuffs. For exercising, my mom insist I join my cousins to play basketball. Truthfully, Malaysia schools are quite serious about the sports the play. Whether rain or shine, the basketball court is always occupied with people training hard. It is their determination of training so hard that amazed me. I feel motivated when playing with them. I also got pawned badly by a twelve year kid, who is shorter than me by two heads?! His speed and shooting are fast and accurate respectively. He really amazed me. Haha. I guess that is what I want to say for today. This is Forgotten by Linkin Park. Forget all your misery!!!

One more week

2009-11-07T08:58:00.001-08:00

This is the last week, all I left are all my pure sciences subject paper 1 which means multiple choice questions. I am currently studying my formulas and reading on my textbooks. I am also practising on how to do the questions and so far I only lost a few marks to careless mistakes. I guess just have to practise more. I am definitely looking forward to the end of O level and more to my result as I hope to do as the best as I can. I want to do my family PROUD. I will not let them down. This is Points Of Authority by Linkin Park.

Just got back from Hospital

2009-10-17T08:09:00.001-07:00

Arr... Carelessness of me, riding at a breakneck speed at a corner when I know better. I crashed and the handle bar hit me in the tummy causing a masses. It is a freaking big abnormal swelling at my lower abdomen. Now the swelling has reduced and instead a great black patch of bruises now covered my right groin. So numb and painful, I cannot laugh too hard, sneeze or bend too much as it would trigger a sharp jab of pain. I guess only I can rest and study as much as I can. Here is A Place For My Head by Linkin Park.

My days are getting numbered!

2009-10-14T09:34:00.000-07:00

I am now very scared of what I will miss as the number of days to O level is reducing faster than I can blink. Oh, I need to start revising on my social studies. Hello READERS of my blog! I need all your prayers and luck to help me get my A1s. I will not just depend you but on myself as well! So people, you all pray and help me if you can! ^^ While I will continue to work as hard as I can! This is Crawling by Linkin Park. Enjoy!

Crawling in my skin
Consuming all I feel
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming/Confusing
This lack of self-control I fear is never-ending
Controlling/I can't seem

To find myself again
My walls are closing in
[Without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced
That there's just too much pressure to take]
I've felt this way before
So insecure

Discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me
Distracting/Reacting
Against my will I stand beside my own reflection
It's haunting how I can't seem...

Tomorrow is the last day of school...

2009-10-08T08:15:00.001-07:00

Tomorrow is the last day of my secondary school life. I will miss my school. The places where I had fun, the places where I fall, the places that I sometimes dreamt about in my sleep.I remember my emotions that I had in this school and the one in Teck Whye. All of these memories will definitely has a special place in my head. As if I am re-watching a video of what happen since I first stepped into this school and the memories of classmates whether is those from secondary one or those the current. I do not feel close to them because I remember the feeling during the primary school when a friend too close to you part ways with you. The pain is just unbearable. Maybe is the fear of the pain once again makes me afraid of making friends that will close relationship with me. I also felt that the girl I like in my school the scene that I first saw her, her smile and laughter and her voice, I guess I will not forget them in a hurry. The pranks I played in school, the mistakes that I committed in school and the teachers. Each of the teachers are my guardian angles, not just you impart knowledge to me but all of you show care and concern to me. I hope you can pass down this spirit of teaching to next batch of students and the next. The next time I come back, I definitely will thank you in sincerely and my brothers that I met in this school, you will be with me in my heart forever. To Weida, thanks for your constant encouragement and support, I will need them till the end of Os. Please continue to coach me and I promised you, when I have the courage, I will confess to the Dark Lady but now is not the time. Because now its the time to tighten every line and put the chips on table, singing yea! We will made it in Os no matter how we had our backs against the wall as I strongly believe we are a class of achievers. Lets meet on the stage, Vivace! This is We Made It by Busta Rhymes featuring Linkin Park. We will definitely made it, don't you think so?

Happy Mid-Autumn Festival

2009-10-03T08:21:00.001-07:00

Today is Mid-Autumn Festival where Chinese around the world celebrate about the moon and eat moon cakes. Today, I ate a yam moon cake which melts when you put it in your mouth and my parents bought a very special type of moon cakes that are made of jelly of different flavors! There are chocolate, coffee, pandan, yam, corn and orange. They are so delicious that in a blink of an eye, they are gone. I craved for more of them especially the chocolates one, the chocolate flavor seems to melt in your mouth, giving the chocolate filling in your mouth! Its such a heavenly treat! Well, I was invited by my classmates to join them for the festival today. I was unable to go due to my parents and my tuition, but judging at the weather outside, I could guess there was not much to do as well. So I guess I did not miss out any fun there and I also agree with my parents that there is always another chance to meet each other after Os. Watching the news, I felt very sad that the natural disasters, resulting in so many people missing and deaths but maybe this is the will of the deities above. It is because human actions are bringing the world into chaos, natural disasters are like indicators that show the world itself is imbalance and uses forces of nature to clear the way for the balance. Anyway, I need to get started on my narrative essay. So I will be staying up to do it and hopefully finish it. So peace out and enjoy this song. It is From The Inside by Linkin Park.

Motivation PROVIDED weekly!

2009-10-02T20:18:00.001-07:00

Woah! Yesterday, I was just being called to principal's office again! I was spun around by my principal and my parents, each of them said the other make the call first. Let me talk about how it first started. Mr Seow came in during Physics class and suddenly asked me,"Why? What happened?" I gave him a quizzical look. Seeing that I do not know anything, he continued to explain, " Your father called the Principal this morning."

"What?" I exclaimed not believing my ears.

"The principal came to me and said what's wrong with this boy? His father called me in the morning." Mr Seow said with a grin.

I was totally blank. My father called the Principal? You must be joking!

"So what did you do ar?" Mr Seow asked with a devilish smile.

"Nothing!" I said in a defensive tone as my defensive instincts fired up.

"Precisely nothing! That must be the reason! Ha ha! " We all laughed. I continued to ask whether the Principal wanted to meet me and he shook his head, filling me up with relief. However, that relief was short-lived. After recess, during my Social Studies period, the Principal head popped in the class and found me. The first thought that came to me is, "Oh my god! I am dead!" Mr Lee looked at me and said, "Ming Hui, can I see you after school?" I had no choice but to nod. Everyone including her were staring at me in silent laughter. I felt embarrassed. Miss Tay then came and asked in joking manner,"What did you do? I thought that he met you already after the prelims."

I decided to take things into my hands. This was fishy as I can sense something was wrong. My suspicion one: my father has no record of calling the school and will have no reason to call the Principal as I am studying now. My second suspicion: Even if my parents were to call the school, it would be my mother and the first person that she would contact is Mr Seow or Miss Ho. My third suspicion: out of all the students that met him after the prelims, the Principal chose me? This must be a set up! I told Miss Tay that I going to toilet and called home. Both my parents denied firmly that they did not call the Principal. Though I could feel like someone was lying to me. After the school bell rang, I walked to his office and waited. Then he appeared, his tall figure towering me, gave me creeps and I felt that oblivion seems like a better choice than meeting him. I walked into his familiar office.

Mr Lee said,"Sit. What have you been doing recently?"

Wasting no time, I sat down and put my bag on my lap, hugging it defensively. I said in an uncertain tone,"Studying?" as I was afraid that I might did something wrong in school and not noticed it.

He continued,"There is a sound of uncertainty in your tone. Anyway, lets get to the point. Your father called today. He was anxious to know what happen and whether that you are making progress. According to Mr Seow, he said that you are fine. So hows your revision plan did you put it to work?"

"Yes. I have a Biology consultation with Mrs Joseph later and after this, I am going to meet Mrs Angela Ong for my English consultation."

"Good." He said it strongly as if if I did not do it, he will kill me. The conversation then continued on what is my target for L1R5, hows your family etc. When I told him that I was blogging everyday, I felt like I was about to get killed as his eyes widen in noticeable size. I told him that Yu Heng said that it is a must to blog as much as I can to improve on my English.

"Is is password protected?" He asked.

I was like, "Holy crap! He is going to read it? I did post something personal there too!"

Reluctantly, I shook my head.

He smiled and said, "Well, I am also interested what is your English standard."

I continued to think," TONIGHT! I MUST PUT A PASSWORD ON IT!" which did not happen as you can see it, I felt asleep before I could. "Well, I will see you next week. Hope you would not mind and I am going see you and the usual questions." He smiled as he said it. I continued to think,"I am dead seriously!"

When I reached Malaysia, I asked my parents. They said that Principal wants them to keep a secret. I was thinking, "Forget it, each of them seems to be pushing the blame to the other party. " Well, this is one of my longest blog post to cover up for my few days absence in my blog. This is Lying Away From You by Linkin Park. Enjoy and pray that the Principal don't find my blog!

A lucky battle won.

2009-09-28T08:56:00.000-07:00

Feeling the same old longing again for her. This is so crap. At first, it was that bad, until I think it is my fault to talk to xa about why she is so pissed in chemistry lesson. I almost give in to her to reveal the true identity of my dark lady. She is so darn good at coaxing. Lucky me, I have a stronger will to fight the urge to tell. The reason is, if I tell her, the dark lady would also know straight away as they are damn good buddies. Next time I would be prepared to repel. What imagine the whole half an hour conversation, she is trying to ask who and talk about she and Sam, tell me to confess to her. Whew, I hope my four pillars does not betray me to reveal my secret. At least not yet, this is not the time for this. This is the time for me to fight and do better for my results. Here is Pushing Me Away by Linkin Park. Live in Milton Keynes.

Motivated once more!

2009-09-26T10:21:00.001-07:00

Hi readers, I am going to revise my Additional Mathematics on full speed by practicing more on the Ten Years Series Questions. For Physics as well, actually for all my sciences and mathematics. I can really feel improvement as I go on and do the papers for example: Additional Mathematics, I used to get stuck like every two questions and those questions that I know may not be a hundred percent correct. However, this time I can really feel that I have improved as I am able do most of the questions without asking for help and I am much more be able to spot the mistakes that I made during my carelessness. However, for biology, I think that I need to read up more for my concept as I feel that when I answer my Biology paper, I require help for almost every question, this is the part I need to work on. I believe if I continue to accelerate my learning and revise more, I might be able to make it there for my target. Like what my sister says, "You must be like Manchester United, win as much as you can and never give up. Before long the goal is in your face, with one shot into the net, the Championship is yours!" Well, it is getting very late, I better go and sleep as later on I have two tuition that are very long! Well, readers peace out and this is Figure .09 by Linkin Park!

Very Tired

2009-09-25T08:55:00.000-07:00

I am very tired after being stuck in the traffic jam for more than two hours. I feel like fainting but I will not give in. I must study. I still miss her sometimes but I learned to use my will to forget these emotions. I got friends that are caring, so who cares about her when I got true friends around. This is Faint by Linkin Park. EnjoY!

I don't want to be a Let Down...

2009-09-24T08:19:00.000-07:00

Listening to one of the Dead By Sunrise songs, a side project by Chester Bennington of Linkin Park, which is Let Down. I am really afraid of falling into darkness and never come back up again to achieve what my potential is. What Chester wrote for his songs actually are very meaningful, to those who think that I am just a Linkin Park hardcore fan, no. One reason that I love them, its because of their style and the words of the songs. The meaning behind the songs are really meaningful and who says that Linkin Park are just of hardcore rockers? This song, Let Down has shown that they can go slow and mellow if they want and they sound really excellent. Anyway, the words of this song explained how I was feeling today. Enjoy this song by Dead By Sunrise, Let Down. It is really EPIC. Its slow and mellow, which unexpected of a sort of 'punk rock ' group. Enjoy and peace out! Lyrics are below the video!

And the tears fall like rain
Down my face again
Oh the words you wouldn't say
And the games you played
With my unfoolish heart
Oh I should have known this from the start

Ohh the winter and spring
Going in hand in hand
Just like my love and pain
How the thought of you cuts deep within the vein
Oh this brand new skin stretched across scared terrain

I don't want to be let down
I don't want to live my life again
Don't want to be lead down the same old road
So I don't want to be let down
I don't want to live my lies again
Don't want to be lead down the same old road

All those years down the drain
Love was not enough when you want everything
What I gave to you and now the end must start
Oh I should have listened to my heart

'Cause I don't want to be let down
I don't want to live my life again
Don't want to be lead down the same old road
So I don't want to be let down
I don't want to live my lies again
Don't want to be lead down the same old road

Ohh...

I don't want to be let down
I don't want to live my life again
Don't want to be lead down the same old road
So I don't want to be let down
I don't want to live my lies again
Don't want to be lead down the same old road

Judgement Day Over!

2009-09-23T08:42:00.000-07:00

Today, I met Mr Lee. He shouted at the right time and said that I gave the correct answers. Other than that, he said he believed in me and trust me to do well in O level. Well, that is why I am here to blog in as standard English as I can because Mr Lee has given me the approval to work hard to improve my English. He said that people of my caliber should excel and fulfill my potential, not wasting time on mindless things like computer gaming. He also raised his voice whenever he heard computer games and would tone down to ask my parents whether it is true or not. It is not a complete scolding session too as he encouraged me and ask me whether I could be trusted in putting my best in my work. After all, my aim is ACJC, it might be difficult with so little time left, but according to Mr Lee, he says people of my caliber are fast learners and would pick up things at a high speed rate. I am inclined to believe in the words he gave. I think I should really work as hard as I could and fulfill my potential. According my parents, their comment on Mr Lee was that he is a very fierce person. Overall, I think that the whole parent conferencing is a success as Mr Lee has inspired me to work better and to achieve my result. Pray for people around the world, make my dream come true. Here is Shadow Of The Day by Linkin Park.

Tomorrow is Judgement Day...

2009-09-22T08:00:00.001-07:00

Tomorrow is judgement day. Due to my 'impressive' prelims result score for L1R5, I get to meet my principal on a parent conferencing. Both of my parents would be there, as they came out on Sunday and stayed till tomorrow morning. I felt very guilty about my result as I know I could have done better. Here are the three questions that he is going to ask tomorrow: Why did you get such a low mark for this subject? What are your plans for now? What the strategies to success? Do not be surprise, why do I know the questions. The principal himself had revealed the questions during one of the Secondary Four talks, he said that he would be delighted to meet these students' parents and even give the parents a scolding if need be. He also said that he would also provide safe keeping for computer modems and CPU for hardcore gamers who cannot take their hands off the keyboard (Includes me, but I cut down a lot.). I have the need to actively produce, in the hope of improving my English results to at least a distinction. From a C6 to an A, sounds impossible right? No worries, with perseverance, I think I can really excel in my English. Not just English, I am already trying to get better at Additional Mathematics by practising as much as I can. Sciences as well are under my list. Humanities are also high on my list. In short, everything! Well, must prepare for tomorrow's open fire and gunshots from Mr Lee (Mentally, of course. You cannot expect me to wear a Kelvar and a helmet to his office!). Here is Given Up by Linkin Park. I hope Mr Lee can tell me what is wrong with me.

Mugging Day

2009-09-21T08:09:00.000-07:00

Today, I went to MacDonald and have breakfast with Shaun. I was telling Shaun what if we get chased out. He say wouldn't happen as we got buy food. To my surprise, Weida who said he would come at ten, came earlier and he reached at about nine-fifteen in the morning. We were all talking about Chemistry and mugging till about ten. The manager of MacDonald came and said,"Hey boys, could please move to another place like the library to study? Thank you for your cooperation." See Shaun, I was right. Anyway, moving on, the ever childish Shaun suggested moving the study grounds to Lot 1 the children's rooftop playground. We actually went up and Shaun says," Wah, really ar? I am just joking lehz. Just go your house." So we went to my house to mug. We mug till about one in the afternoon and go for a short Frisbee break which Shaun nicely destroyed my FreakShow Frisbee. About 2pm, Shaun and came the ever noisy Samuel. He was taunting me about her which I do not seems to care. One thing that he makes noises about not having Dota for a week! Well, let him Dota and about 530, we said goodbye. What a day, I am going to sign off now. This is Chester Bennington's sideproject band, Dead By Sunrise. The song is Crawl Back In. Enjoy!

LP widget

2009-09-19T22:36:00.001-07:00

Karate!

2009-09-18T09:20:00.000-07:00

I gonna chiong and Karate my way through O levels.I met my senior Li Wen today, other than becoming more beautiful, she is shorter than me. She is now studying in NTU year one, economics, inspired by her excellent results of Mathematics. She advises me to study harder and tells me not to worry about O levels. She says that I can definitely do below 15 and join the elite schools of Junior Colleges. Haha. So i found this Linkin Park playing Wii Karate. Interesting. So I think that I will Karate my way through O levels. Hopefully score in them as well!

Self ban

2009-09-06T08:02:00.000-07:00

I am on a Self Ban on computer gaming and msning since getting back my results. My Prelims results has a L1R5 of 24, I guess it is time for me stop on time wasting activities, however, I will go on occasional sports like Basketball and others. My Frisbee Training would be the last for next week and I would only resume it until O levels are over. I have also realized that I could really have done better for my prelims and the silly and careless mistakes cost me points of 12 to 14 marks which would essentially bring my L1R5 marks to 10. Well, whats done is done. I now created a study timetable. I would be revising one subject per day and would be making a log to keep in check on what I have covered. Though I think it is a bit late but I think it is better than nothing. Well people I hope I can forgive myself and here is What I've Done by Linkin Park.

Went Ktv today...

2009-09-01T08:47:00.000-07:00

Today went ktv with jian wei, jia wen, qiqi, weida, kian cheong, qi xiang, yew shen, hong liang and Mr Seow. Lols had lots fun, spend a bit of time playing texas hold em and the number of Linkin Park songs there sucks! There is no original videos and the quality of the music also cannot make it! Well the last minute, we sang a twelve minuted song which is kinda nice as I recognise a lot of Chinese songs surprisingly, I think because of my sisters listening to their Chinese songs. Well, since the quality of Somewhere I belong sucks, here are their official video with GOOD QUALITY!

Enjoy and Peace out!

Tired

2009-08-28T03:41:00.000-07:00

Coming back to Malaysia always make me dun want to leave my bed. Its super comfortable in my opinion and also has a cold feel to my pillow which I love. Oh man, I slept for 2 hours when I reached home and almost cant get out of bed! Anywayz, I dunno why I am updating my blog as no one is going to see and think that it is a dead blog. Lols. I feeling sleepy but I wont sleep cuz I eating dinner soon and it is my favourite Sin Zhou Mee Fen. Yea! Hell Yea! Oh I recently think that I should break the habit of scolding vulgar. Please help manz! This is a video of Linkin Park: Breaking The Habit.

Phoenix Tries to Kill Mike Shinoda

2009-08-24T09:36:00.000-07:00

Woah! Phoenix threw a guitar over Mike! Nice reflexex Mike!

Linkin Park with you video!

2009-08-24T09:31:00.000-07:00

WITH YOU. Live in rock and roll hall of Fame!

Enjoy Mr Hahn's disc scratching!

A SAD Day for me as my dog has passed away this morning...

2008-02-15T04:41:00.000-08:00

I never knew my dog would passed on so early, he is about third eldest in my dog family, about 5 to 6 years old. I kinda missed his barking in the evening. According to my maid, he was already sick 2 days ago and he won't eat. He won't even leave his brother dog's living area. So my maid let him be in hope of seeing him heal. I at first won't beileve my ears when my mom told me today. I felt extremely gulitly of not seeing him off on his final journey. I wish time will turn back for me to say goodbye to him. I REALLY PRAY TO MY GODS AND HOPE WHEREVER YOU ARE LASLY , I WOULD ALWAYS MISSED YOUR BARKING AND YOUR ALERTNESS IN KEEPING MY HOME A SAFE PLACE. MAY THE GODS BLESS YOU...

Trick of Dota (Juggernaut)

2007-10-10T05:56:00.000-07:00

The Nifty Trick of the Day
A neat trick to avoid an impending gank is to activate bladefury and teleport to base using a scroll of town portal. This is sure to have your opponents tearing their hair out as they watch you escape before their very eyes.

Missing: $17.50

2007-10-10T03:48:00.000-07:00

MISSING: $17.50
My $17.50 has been lost for 2 days. On Monday, Sand askes me to pay her $17.50 as it is for some leadership thingy... Then when i reached home, my mom checked my wallet and ask where does the $17.50 gone to. I told her and kena scolded like... then, i remember passing the money to Durian. I called him and he said that he dunno. Maybe he will pay me if he take the money. Then i ask Sand, she say the money gan gan hao now i am damn confused where my money went, i could as least save money for other purposes... If anyone seen my money, pls call me or sms. I need to prove to LaoBa I can get a Bomi...

First Blog of Molinex

2007-09-19T06:14:00.000-07:00

LOL... This is a blog i make for fun... It is no where good as Chin Wen, but i try to keep up with the standards... Today, I joked that i will be sick in Miss Zizi's lousy lesson. What the hell, my joke came true, I got a severve headache and a slight fever. Then i go to the sick bay. The sick bay's bed damn comfortable when i laid down, i slept straight away. When I got back, i found Joel sitting in my seat during English lesson. After Mrs Lim left, i demand my seat back and found Joel very happily go back to the side of Sophia... LOL, wat a day for a demon...